9w3d: Graduated from the RE!!!

What a milestone...I don't have to go back to my RE anymore, well until the next time we want to have a baby. I'm going to go the OB...WOO-HOO!

The ultrasound was perfect. Le Bebe actually looked somewhat baby-like, and measured exactly on track 9w2d!!!! YAY!! It wiggled around a bit, but stopped...I think it sensed we were staring intently. Maybe Le Bebe is shy? Hmmmmm....modesty is not going to be welcome because I am going to show this baby off until it's own grandmother is sick to death of looking at it!!!!

I'm feeling really good right now. I was telling MH at lunch yesterday that we were going to have a real, live baby, and he just looked at me like I was crazy, and said "Well, yeah what did you think was going to happen when you are doing fertility treatments." This kind of thinking amazes me, and well angers me a bit too. Doesn't he know that there a women out there who have done everything under the sun, and don't have a real, live baby? I guess there is still a part of me that never thought all our trying would end in an actual baby.

As my therapist said on Tuesday..."There is absolutely no evidence that you will not have a real, live baby in October. You need to start living in the here and now." So for today that's just what I'm going to do.